On my way

I am headed out the door in a few minutes to go for my final test. I am sure that you don't need a play by play, but I don't know when I will have the strength to post again today. I know that many of you will be checking for the results and didn't want you to be too mad at me to see "Thank you, Lord" again!

I am anxious but at peace, if that is possible.
Anxious for the results, to see what God has in store for us. But, at peace that no matter what happens, God is still good.
I have taken care of my body and done everything in my "power" to help these babies grow. I have taken daily injections (sometimes multiple times a day!), pills and patches of hormones to make the best environment possible for them to grow. I have given up caffeine, deli meat, soft cheese and all those other things that I tell other pregnant women it is ok to have (but it is different when it is your baby!)
But more importantly, we have been on our knees for these kiddos. So many friends (and even strangers!) have been interceding for us on behalf of our babies. We have put them in God's hands and know that He is protecting and providing for them- whether that is in my uterus or in His hand in Heaven.
We have done all that we can do. We want this desperately and pray that it is God's plan for our life. But, we trust Him....no matter what the outcome is today.